
I believe I make the right move and choices to forget someone.
I'm probably quite determining on this, I absolutely didn't even mention his name after my decision was made, it's just like a miracle.
Though sometimes I thought of him a little but because of my busy schedule and I will prefer enjoying with my friends than thinking of him now, his like fading away in my mind and heart already. I even forbid people who tries to mention his name infront of me as I'm still in the midst of forgetting and letting him go. So it's like I certainly want to forget him and do it at all cost from protecting myself from any harms.
It is not that I can simply let down and give up without doubts, is that whether is he still worth it or not, if a person doesn't have feelings for you and you keep clinging on, then what's the point? In actual fact, I didn't even make much move to prove my love for him, he did more than I do even though his intention may not be 'loving me' whatsoever.
Unless the person turns back, or not this will eventually just be a question mark that what's gonna happen between us. But to me, this question mark has no longer be one but an answer of we'll just be friends since that's most likely your wish, or rather my wish now too since that is what I have to do.
I'm gonna live for myself without looking back any longer. (Y)
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