slowly.

Our friendship is slowly drifting apart unknowingly.

I did fucking put myself in your shoes, you think I didn't? I knew if I were you I will find time for myself, I knew if I were you I will do my research as I don't understand the topic, I knew if I were you I won't drag the deadline as I know there is a limitation of deadline, I know if I were you I will do my best. What about you? You didn't. So now your part-time work is worth more than our group work?! I hate when you put money in such high priority. When I am in need urgently, where were you? You ask yourself.

You always said you don't have the time for this and that, and I really hate it when you start to malign me for not telling you what to do what I said I need you to find pictures of Going Green? And you fucking put yourself into a pathetic state like I didn't tell you. Stop acting blur, even in class you don't even listen what the lecturers said, when I ask you something your reply is always 'I don't know.' I just missed out the part he said, and obviously you will turn to your friends and ask right?

You said I act like I was so pity, seriously you think for yourself, YOU DID NOTHING, YOU DIDN'T CONTRIBUTED. And yes I was pity, I didn't act like I was one. Honestly, you just think for yourself. You don't even reflect on your words. YOU ALWAYS SAY I DON'T PUT MYSELF IN YOUR SHOES, BUT I DID. WHAT ABOUT YOU? Did you?

Even my friend knows I slept late just to do the video editing, stayed up to late midnight and stuff. YOU DID'T EVEN DO EDITING BEFORE, YOU KNOW HOW TIRING ANOT FOR A NEW SOFTWARE NEEDS TO BE LEARN AND DONE. I want to do my best so i stayed up late, watched youtube videos and learns those tutorials. And there you go that thought I was so free. I endure much more than you, what you do is money money money, shopping shopping shopping. You take money higher than what is need to be done first. What can you see other than money for your shoppings. You know the deadline is very tight yet you still go for your part-time job and come here complaining you don't have the time.

I didn't know you posted such a thing on your blog, so i decide to post mine too. Our friendship is slowly drifting apart. I don't want to lose you as a friend but I will let nature take it course. What needs to be happened will happen. ): I'm too tired keeping and trying to secure this friendship any longer when someone just thinks I'm unfair.

I feel like ..

crying.